SEPTEMBER

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sunday, september 26th, 2021

the flat is full now!! all 8 people have moved in and we had a lot of fun yesterday. planned on going to a party that was complete shit so we want back planning on getting pissed and then going there again but we ended up just staying at home. (this sounds boring but i really enjoyed it.) Tomorrow the welcoming week starts and in a week actual uni is gonna begin!!

friday, september 24th, 2021

I had my first meeting with my roommate (or flatmates) we're 7 out of 8 now so there is one more person to move in. i am havign a great time and its weird cause im already developing sort of an english accent (which is obvious cause i seem to mirror a lot and id much ratehr have a british accent than a german one). theyre nice and one of them gave me a cigarette which ive been longing for a few days now. I realyl like it here and i think i am really gonna do good here. i had a few drinks with them and thats about it. tomorrow we're gonna explore the city together. 4 of them are from england, two are from wales and then i am from germany. This is going good and i am writing this a little buzzed. going to bed really haoppy. I haven't felt this good in a while :))

thursday, september 23rd, 2021

MORE PEOPLE MOVED IN!!! and i talked to them and we're gonna hang out later :))) which is super exciting!!! Haven't met the one guy yet only K and L. This is gonna be good i can feel it. I feel like for the first time in a while my mental health is actually doing good. im making friends, im eating well, i take a lot of walks im doing the things i love.. I LIVE ALONE!!! man stuff is finally going up for the first time in years. i deserve this but still i s baffling. im gonna make the best of this

wednesday, september 22nd, 2021

I went on a hike today...AND SOMEBODY MOVED IN!!! i dont know much about him but he put a shit ton of mayonnaise and barbecue sauce in the fridge... Im not really excited tbh

tuesday, september 21st, 2021

Its been a few days. i noticed that i struggle to write in journals whenever something life changing occurs, however when life is boring i manage to write a whole lot. I am still alone in this flat meant for 8 people and i wonder when the rest is gonna arrive. Ive been checking out the town everyday and now my feet hurt from all the walking. Uni doesn't start until the 5th. well, welcoming week starts on the 27th but thats not reall class. I chose my modules yesterday and was sad that i couldn't choose as many as i planned to. 4 modules for the first semester and 3 for the second?? I thought i could choose more but I coulndt. We will see :)

friday, september 17th, 2021

I arrived yesterday. I am feeling good although i am the only one in my flat so far. I wonder when the rest is gonna arrive. We will see :)

wednesday, september 15th, 2021

1 more days and I will leave. after my PCR test i did an escape room with T and R and we had great fun. I then went to my favourite burger store with T and we had a great time, she even payed for me. We then went on to meet U and R joined us again and we just sat in front of a museum and chatted about life. U had to leave and R,T and me decided to walk through berlin one last time before i leave. i haven't had this much fun in ages and im gonna miss them a bunch. R is gonna move too, while T stays in berlin.
I feel like i took this city for granted and sometimes i ask myself how stupid i am for leaving but i know its the right thing to do. By this time tomorrow i will already be in my dorm. Mom cried a lot today but i understand.

tuesday, september 14th, 2021

monday, september 13th, 2021

3 more days and I will leave.
Today I did not do much, i started packing my clothes and was on the phone for about an hour. Tomorrow im gonna see two of my closest friends for the last time in a while and its truly starting to hit me. we already spent time apart when T was in bristol for a year or R in chicago however for me its gonna be 4 years.im excited just nervous. im also gonna go to the festival of lights which i am excited about. I haven't been there since I was a child and i think its gonna be a great way to say goodbye to this city

sunday, september 12th, 2021

4 more days and I will leave

saturday, september 11th, 2021

5 more days and I will leave. It's dylans birthday today. happy birthday vodka ♥

friday, september 10th, 2021

6 more days and I will leave. today im saying goodbye to my grandparents

thursday, september 9th, 2021

7 more days and I will leave. i said goodybe to my stepdad today.

wednesday, september 8th, 2021

8 more days and I will leave.